for photo class

http://i45.tinypic.com/206flly.jpg

http://i50.tinypic.com/296omlu.jpg


http://i45.tinypic.com/2hpu2xl.jpg

http://i46.tinypic.com/2eqgg3r.jpg


http://i49.tinypic.com/nvv1n5.jpg

http://i45.tinypic.com/2w2e8sk.jpg


http://i47.tinypic.com/2ut544y.jpg

http://i46.tinypic.com/30wngus.jpg


http://i48.tinypic.com/2127sdj.jpg

http://i45.tinypic.com/2ivjsxe.jpg

the human face, the hands, the hair
this is the first halloween in my life that i'm not dressed up, having a party, or going trick or treating. i don't know if i'm just becoming less fun, an adult, or both

i am starting to care less and less each time i see flowers. the clouds, they are my new interest.

do they even realize what they're saying? do they realize they're going back on everything they've previously stated? do they know what topic they are dealing with? congratulations, i had a meltdown. what else do they want from me?



fuck this, i just wanted a nice day.

Mark Ryden, Mark Ryden, Mark Ryden


instead of going to battle of the bay like the rest of my school, i watched the office and watercolored something for erin, a decision i do not regret

http://i37.tinypic.com/118puhk.png

so i can print this in photo class, dont mind me

Soon to be Erin.



aaand soon to be Erin and Pace.

I get to turn these beautiful paintings by Mark Ryden into photographs. I'm so excited.

It is a pity when someone's photography turns merely into a documentation of the things they see and becomes devoid of creativity or personal flair... i hope i never go down that path

"i'm sick sick sick to kiss you and i think that i would vomit"


only someone with a brain i could relate with would find that romantic.

tonight was definitely one of the nights i'll look back on in a few months, and smile while thinking about it




it turned out to be quite nice, indeed.


"For my birthday, my relatives give me sex."


byebye

Current obsessions:






school is fine, i need clothes though. i'm excited about photography 2. i miss alex. i'm glad i can finally relax. sorry for this diarrhea of words and thoughts.

byebye

I hope i never become a slave to work again as i have in the past week.



when i count down the hours until school begins, i feel like i'm counting down the time i have left to live. haha.



byebye

"I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo."
-Sylvia Plath





this reminds me of a cute baby grendel

byebye

So, it's been awhile...

I stopped blogging when school ended, and I feel like blogging again now that school returns next week. Coincidence? well, probably not; I need something to distract myself from homework. Solitaire and Farmville can only do the job for so long.
Semicolons seem so pretentious. I don't know why.

I have a huge workload left of homework before I delve into Junior Year. It's making my life turn into a giant dark cloud of hatred. I wanted to go play Animal Crossing at Alex's house, but no, I had to remain in my home and do work. My life is obviously terrible.

Except, I did go to The Huntington Library/Museum today. It was great! I thought the Getty Center gardens were phenomenal until I experienced the themed gardens of The Huntington. They also had the original Blue Boy by Gainsborough. And the original George Washington! I was surprised.

So, I've reached the point of this blog where I realize I'm talking to nobody, and now feel awkward. So, it's time to continue on the crusade of AP English homework in my dark room with Dan Deacon as my ambience...

Oh blogging, how I missed you. So comforting.

byebye

Went on a solitary walk for a long time in the back bay today. One of the most invigorating and meditative things I've done in awhile. was necessary mmmhm

I now possess a Nikon D70s! My uncle is pretty awesome for giving it to me.
Here is my first photo. I don't really know how to work this camera yet, so don't judge meeeee




Very excited for future photographings!~

Brutality conceived by stupidity, ignorance and the inability to accept anybody unconventional

Hello highschool



In all honesty, I'm doing pretty good, but the ways of this age are so exasperating

STAR testing is finally over. The one thing I will miss are the numerous games of hang-man.





Berkely tomorrow. I'd be a lot more enthused about it if we weren't leaving at five in the morning, and even more enthused if we weren't driving there.

woop-dee-doo.

Today felt like two or three different days. It has been going on forever.





Saturday school was unexpectedly entertaining. An epic battle laden with slurs and unjust hierarchy occurred between teacher and student.

Today was just fine. There was hardly anything wrong with it. It was an ordinary day. It reminded me how lonely and sad I am. But it was a fine day. A perfectly fine and lovely day. It was a little chilly, though. Nobody cares. Today was just fine.

I just took two tablespoons of Nyquil. Before I pass out, I hope to work on some songs and perhaps play the Sims


When I was creating a black eye for myself in the bathroom today, I heard Davis say from the other room that Full of Robots is a masterpiece. it made me obscenely pleased for about 15 seconds.

that animal, i like him.

How am I not an introvert? I'm so content to be alone.



Hey, Sea World. IT WAS NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN!
except, i think you fucked up my phone.
byebye

all i can think about is how i'll get to see Chief again tomorrow. FML; i'm officially one of those annoying horse-crazy girls.

Cheval-Temp

when chief trots over to me happily i die a little from the cute







sry fer bad quelity, some are video-stills. byebye!

Electronic Renaissance

stuff that currently suits my mood and pleases my eyes, on the offchance that there is somebody out there with similar feelings/eyeballs.

I'm really enjoying the sounds of melancholic music at the moment, but the melancholy isn't making me distraught. It makes me feel pleasant and pacified. I've been feeling oddly hopeful for the past few days, but it always seems like the good premonitions I have are the ones that don't happen. Well, I just successfully defeated the hope right there, didn't I? This prattling has already contradicted itself, so I'll stop now. byebye!

Chiefing, Etsy, drawing, photos, Fleet Foxes, The Little Ones and Mates of State; basking in the lazy Sunday, basically.


^lame doodle; i figure if i post lame doodles here more often, the improvement will shine through the jungle of hideousness



^bought these babies today, among some other things



my back hurts, byebye!

I came home with plans. I wanted to go see Chieferson, and then Alex was coming home today, so him and Davis and I were gonna play. I got home and I fell asleep, and Alex isn't coming home 'til tomorrow. I ges u can nevr b 2 shur.


Father: "Voldemart? What is that, a shopping center?"
*laughter ensues, Davis almost dies
Me: "Voldemort... is the villain in Harry Potter."
Father: "Harry Potter? How do you expect me to know about Harry Potter!?"
Me: "I don't know..."
Father: "OH WAIT! Harry Potter, he's the one that went on stage naked, right? And showed everybody his harry potter?"

I kid myself with blasphemy. I'm too much of a pussy to be serious.

Welcome to tha million color revoluuuution

wanted to draw a fashionable girl with her fashionable man friend, ended up making something reminiscent of disney vomit and an un-inked and un-colored sketch of a dude whose eyes never looked right.


PS hands are hard

I... uh...


http://www.myspace.com/chubiband


yeah.

Starting from September 2007 to last week.
The lifespan of "the group"!

there are many photos missing from events, but oh well.
i'm really sick today so i decided to crop and desaturate around 40 photos and stick them in chronological order, woohoo!

oh, look at Jen's blog, she has new photos from Jamaica.

byebye.